Into the Sky

To The Stars I Go

Every night
She read the stars
As if they were words
Writ across the sky.

She found peace
Within the constellations,
Put together
With such care.

It's as if they were poetry
So bright against
The dark night sky
Waiting to be loved.

And she loved those stars
The stretching sky
From where she lay
Upon her mossy bed

So far away yet so very near
They brought her hope
That she belonged
Somewhere in that sky

- Stephanie Richard

"Time is too slow for those who wait,

Too swift for those who fear,

Too long for those who grieve,

Too short for those who rejoice,

But for those who love, time is

Eternity."

s.j.b

Missing

Im deadly missing my kids.
I miss all of 'em..
especially the naughtiest Rusydi.
I love the way you play role as a hungry fox in Upin Ipin Musical Show.
haha.
So cute of you my dear boy.
Faiz si potpet and sometimes I cannot brained ape benda dia cakap.
But still laa comel.
Ikhwan yang funny and mensadiskan.
I rasa agak dissapointed sebab tak sempat bagi all of em hadiah.
I plan macam-macam but ending kelaut.
just sempat bagi dekat few of them yang datang on last day of school.
Hujung tahun memang agak busy, so I memang tak sempat uols.

I feel a bit sad sebab kene masuk morning session for next year.
So i will rarely jumpa dorang.
Mesti korang tak tahu kan yang ticer sayang korang angat-angat. hahaks.
sebab ticer iz garang in class. hahak.
seriously garang? well sometimes.
tak garang pun wehhh.. aku tak reti nak garang.
I mengajar only 3 kelas sajo last year.
Ketiga-tiganya ada keunikan berbeza. Unik sangat ehh.
bukan unik, but kenakalan. luls.

1 Jujur ofkos lah paling win dia punya nakal.
Kesian Fazzy as dorang punya class teacher.
Fazzy used to call em 'anakanda'.
Fazzy was real so sweet teacher then. haha.
Tapii.. even dorang nakal, dorang still adorable.
yelaaa budak-budak kannn..
We got Armand the sweet talker one.
Eh ramai sweet talker kelas tu.
Aniq antara my favourite boy.
Pernah one day gaduh dengan Darriz sebab nak fight for my love. haha.
Apesall comeiii sangat haih.
Aniq and Darriz bagi love letters kat I and tell me about their feelings.
But I forgot mana letaknya that love letters.
The girls in 1 Jujur kind of well behave..
oh no, Balqis and Amirah tak berapa nak well behave sangat kot.
Fazzy must be agree with this. haha.
oh ya, tiba-tiba teringat dekat Hani Qaisarah.
Hani ni memang buat aku tersentuh sangat.
Aku rasa aku memang agak garang dengan Hani dalam kelas.
dia antara yang aku selalu focus sebab dia agak lemah in study.
I do love her coz she was a very good girl and sangat behave.
Tapi ari terakhir Hani datang sekolah, Hani datang dekat my car and bagi sebatang pen.
Hani tak cakap pape, just gave that pen.
I dunno why, rasa sedih masa tu.. padahal dia bagi pen je.
Hani ni dia jarang datang sekolah.. so, dalam minggu terakhir tu i was looking for her.
but too bad dia absent.
i ada nak bagi something dekat dia sebab dia selalu datang dalam fikiran aku.
tak tahulah kenapa.
hope to see you next year, Hani.

Then my kids in 1 Amanah mostly memang banyak cakap.
Tak kira boys or girls.
Kenkadang haku hilang sabar jugak lah kheen.
Tapi dorang pandai.. love it.
Senang koje iols nak mengajar.
Qaisarah, i hope u remember doa yang ticer kirim masa u dekat Mekah nanti.
We had our pinky promise before right. haha.
Well i cannot mention doa apa yang iols kirim.

What about my 1 Ikhlas kids?
oke, 1 Ikhlas ni sederhana in almost everything.
so, maybe sebab tu kot aku suka masuk kelas ni.
Rusydi and Faiz antara anak-anak i dekat 1 Ikhlas jugekk.
Rindu Iman Akid yang banyak sangat soklan dia.
Iman suka sangat tanya pasal exclamation mark. aku tak tahulah kenapa.
maybe beliau rasa best bila sebut perkataan exclamation tu. huhu.
Iman was soooo cute masa menari Bollywood aritu. ahaha.
Well, i ada train dorang menari for Childrens Day before cuti sekolah aritu.
iols suka Bollywood hokeiii, so thats why i pilih that genre.
Aniq punya step tarian lagi takleh blah. huhu. comel betul la budak-budak nehh.
next year, i nak ajar kpop dance lah pulakkk. auwww.
tapi takde banyak sangat pic haku ngan bebudak.
tak sempat nak transfer ke laptop.

gosh! macam hulk iols kat sini

Me with Fazzy during Eid al-fitr Celebration

Me with my cutie pie, Aniq

in 1 Amanah during German language class. hehek.

Faiz, Iman, Ajmal (whatchu doin heh?), Hazab me

whats wrong with your face Ikhwan? haha. Awek baju pink usyar pelik jek,

So, conclusionnya, aku rindu semua anak didikku.
Ewah kau.. anak didik katanya kheen.

tetiba teringat grill chicken chop dekat Bangsar last night.
sedapnyaaaa weii.

oh ya, esok or lusa iols akan balik kampung.
really cant wait!
tapi agak mencemaskan sebab i'll drive sensorang.
this is my very first time drive sensorang.
i pun tak pecaye akan perkara ini. haha.

Sekian, isi hati seketul cikgu yang merindui anak-anaknya during school holidays. haha.

 

Words

A quote for a life well-lived:

“I have forgiven mistakes that were unforgivable, 
I have tried to replace those who were irreplaceable 
and tried to forget those who were unforgettable.
I have done things on impulse.
I have been let down by those whom I thought would never let me down 
but I have also let others down.
I have laughed when It was almost impossible to laugh. 
I have held someone to protect them. 
I have made life long friends, I’ve loved and been loved. 
I have screamed and jumped for joy, I have lived on love and made eternal promises of love.
I have fallen many times.
I have cried while listening to music and also when looking at photos.
I have called someone just to hear their voice.
I have fallen in love with a smile.
I have also thought I was going to die from losing someone special and I did lose them, but I lived! And I still live!
What is really good is to fight with determination, embrace life and live it with passion. Lose your battles with class and dare to win because the world belongs to those who dare to live.
Life is worth too much to be insignificant.”

- Charlie Chaplin

I would say yes

FM Reset

currently in love dengan lagu-lagu covered by FM Reset.
maybe i yang slow poke and baru tahu kewujudan dorang. luls.
accidentally found them dekat you tube.
dua ketul lagu je yang i betul-betul suka dorang cover.
Flashlight and Not Your Enemy.
haih, terus mood jiwang turn on bila listen to these duo.

".. and you fall from the sky
with several flowers
words spill from your mouth in waves.."



Note : So we are stars and we could shine, in this fairy tale that was never our story.. :)

Past

When I was your man - Bruno Mars
Memori Berkasih - Nana & Achik

I just dont understand of why I keep on replaying those songs
Haha.
Well, semua lagu tu kind of jiwang leleh which is sangat tak boleh blah.
Yeah, whatever.

"I dont regret losing people, I much more regret wasting my time with them."