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Tuesday, September 3, 2019

The Lost

I’m sorry for everything
It’s hurt me too



“What was it like to lose her?” Asked Sorrow.

There was a long pause before I responded:

It was like hearing every goodbye ever said to
me—said all at once.”
― Lang Leav


Sorry
....

Thursday, May 23, 2019

Wish Me Luck !

Salam. Hi.
Happy 18th Ramadhan.

Macam mana puasa tuuu? Ada okay ke. Heks.
Dah masuk 18 Ramadhan. Cepat je masa berlalu kan kawan-kawan.
Tibe sedih rasa. Macam tak berapa cukup je amal.
Hopefully our ibadah, good deeds, etc diterima Allah.
I nak pesan kat diri sendiri don't stop berdoa, jangan malas Adibashhh!

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Sooo yahh, I just can't wait to balik kampungsss this Saturday. Yay!
At first, I plan nak balik after sekolah esok. Too excited kens.
Tapi bila fikir balik macam penat and I punya lepas sekolah tu maybe jam 5.30pm baru gerak.
I taknak sampai malam kat area Gua Musang tu. Sejenis sleepyhead macam I ni memang takleh.
So we decided to back home on Saturday morning. We? Yass me and my two ugly sisters. Haha.
Kuju and Kuni.
Plus, I ada nak beli barang raya sikit esok after sekolah. Barang-barang pun tak pack lagi.
So, somehow nak balik esok kans.

andddd yaaaa
Tomorrow ada my first observation. Magadddd!
Neves sis. Padehal takde apa pun kan. Dia punya nervous nak being observe tu memang kenot go.
Orang kampung I cakap cannot go little dust. Haks. *tokleh gi sikit habuk*
RIP English. Lol.
If any of you were reading this.. do pray for me yahh.
Hopefully everthing went well.

Apa lagi I nak bebel ni.
Haaa.. pasal berat badan.
Apesal susah sangat nak hilang 1KG je punnn.
Berat titew tamawwww turun. Degil angattt. Mencik mencik.
Sedihlah uols.
Doakan titew kurushhhh gak. Tibahh.

Oke la bubui.
Tata! 


Lots of love,
Dibs

Wednesday, May 8, 2019

Ramadhan Kareem

Happy Fasting everyone..

Ramadhan Kareem..
May this holy month bless you and your family,
Hopefully our good deeds, prayers and devotions get acceptance by Allah Almighty..
Aamiin..

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Lots of love,
Dibs

Wednesday, April 10, 2019

April 4th

Genap 7 tahun arwah abah meninggalkan kami.
Abah, doa kami sentiasa mengiringi abah.
Semoga kita jumpa di Jannah.
I miss you so much.

Ore rindu abah do'oh.

There're no words to describe how much I miss you. :'(

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Al Fatihah Ab Rahman bin Hj Daud

If any of you were reading this.
Hopefully you guys could pray for my late abah too.
Thanks.

April 1st

Holla ! Assalamualaikum yalls !
Gitcheww macam ade orang je baca blog sendu I ni.
Just put some memory here. So when I tua boleh baca balik. Haks

Sooo on 1st April baru-baru ni, Diba turns 22! Haha.
Tanak ah gitaw dah umur berapa. Its shoo sad to accept the fact that Im getting older.
Whatever it is, Im still young at heart. Awww. Always feeling 22. Matilanakkk. Bila tah nak sedar diri.
Cane ni.. always rasa muda belia chuols. :'P

Thankie 
Thanks everyone for your warm wishes. Kat Whatsapp, Telegram, FB, IG.
Titew terharu sanad-sanad owang ingat beshday titewrhhh. Hahaktuishh gedikness.
Im another year older, wiser and moreee grateful.
Thankieee everyone yang kasik I hadiah, acah-acah buat surprise and celebrate besday I jugeksss.
Oke nanti I buat appreciation post. Kalau rajin aaa. Malas gila nak transfer pic and video bagai.
Cuma nak cakap, hadiah paling win I dapat is music box lejennn without any swan or ballet girl. Haks.
Sadistik betol hadiah tu. Wkwkwkwkwk.

Hopefully dapat jadik seketul manusia yang lebih baik seiring dengan bertambah usia.
Tapiii tanak tuaaa.
Haha

Till then, bubyee!

Tuesday, March 19, 2019

Pwetty Pewlishh

Hopefully esok seketul adibas boleh datang awal sekolah ! chaiyok !

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Hihik

This year record paling terok rasanya. Like everyday sampai lambat. Gosh!

Ini semua sebab traffic light Seksyen 24 tuh! Grrr! Tibahh salahkan traffic light ek.
Tapiii memang yee ponnn nyah. Semorang ingat I stuck dekat traffic light Padang Jawa. Hello, no no!
Time kantoi lambat depan Guru Besar pun dia syak I stuck kat situ. No, encik. Hehe.
Traffic light Padang Jowo jongoss oke ngan I coz Iols dah pandai menciloks. Keh. Kalo tak cilok memang mereput la kat situ nokss.

Till now haku tak paham ngan manusia dekat traffci light PJ (I penat nak taip full).
Dah lampu change to green colour kan, dia tak gerak-gerak. Weyh seriouslah kau tunggu apaaa yalll. Haha.
Pepagi je mesti bebel kat situ. Amende tah dia tunggu. Kalau I la duk depan sekali, I cecepat gilass kot gerak. Duh takleh brain.

Lain kisahnya pulak dengan traffic light Seksyen 24. Situ memang menyirap membandung sume ada. Lol.
Kejap gilas babe lampu hijau dia. Traffic light ko ijau! Tiber.
So queue la ko kat situ. Sobs.
Now pepagi memang nyempat la dengar motivasi pagi kat IKIM tu. Motivasi pagi kat IKIM tu petanda lambat eh.
Before this memang tak sempat la sampai segmen motivasi pagi tu. Boleh dengar DJ dia bebel-bebel and putar lagu sebijik dua.
Kalau nak lambat sikit, sempat dengar teaser motivasi pagi tu.
Pepagi nak dapat mood kena dengar IKIM uols. Balik sekolah terus tukar HITZ. Luls.

Oh yeap ade satu hari tu lambat tahap cipans. Cipans pon tak lambat cemtu yek.
Ada yang cakap eh lewat pegi sekolah pun sempat makeup eh?
Uikss makeup is a must kak! Haha. Lambat ke hape makeup mesti on point.
Leklek je makeup even dah lambat. Sukeati kauu ehh.. macam sekolah pacik kau..

Haa tadi cite dia memang sampai lambat lah, pastuh boleh pulak GB tengah borak lepak chill kat port parking guwe.
Takkan nak bagi kantoi busuk kanss.. dah kena pegi parking jauh tadi. Just imagine kau dah lambat pestu parking jauh nak menapak pegi punch in. Erghh pagi yang hazab.

So please esok awal ehhhh!
Heks.
xoxo,
dibs

Why

Salam and hi yalls!
Auwww sepertinya iols agak rajin ngapdate blog lately. Macam tade keje sangat kan.
Actually tade ape pun, saja nak bebel kat sini about markah prestasi. Before this I macam tade ambil kisah sangat pasal markah ni. Markah sis oke la dengan apa sis buat. Gitchuw.
Cuma tadi macam terfikir kesian dekat orang yang deserve untuk dapat markah bagus. But then, markah dia tak logic at all oke dengan segala benda bagus dia buat untuk sekolah.

Macam tadi pun tak tahu pulak aku dah boleh check markah prestasi. Nampak sangat tak ambik tahu.
So this year I drop satu mata. Haha. Turun ciked but for me its okay as long as markah tu still above 90. Boleh pulak tu gelak-gelak dengan markah tu. Tak bervisi misi plus bercita-cita tinggi langsung oke.
Let say dapat 80 something tu baru rasa sedih. Lol.
Baiklahhh pedulikkan I punya result. Not important at all.

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Now kita nak cakap pasal individu yang selayaknya dapat markah super duper cemerlang tapi tak dapat.
For me, cikgu-cikgu yang committed macam ni I sangat hargai dan kagums kot.
Kalau takde orang yang rajin and komited cemtu, end up entah pape je program sekolah.
Cikgu yang berdedikasi cemni secara tak langsung dah tolong weols cikgu yang picisan and sendu ini. Haks.
Bila ada orang yang hebat cemni, dorang boleh jadi ketua and kita follow plan dorang yang superb.
Kan bagus dorang tu.
Tapi tulah, I kenottt brain cemana pentadbir boleh bagi dia markah ala-ala biasa sama je. How come bole jadi cemtu?
Should be dapat even better laaa.. Oke lepastu, yang membuatkan iols terfikir lagi pasal ni becauseeee tadi ade terbaca facebook status sorang cikgu ni.
Beliau upset terok la dengan markah sebabnya memang budak ni rajin and nampak laa berguna kat sekolah. So dia decide nak pindah sekolah akibat terlajakk sedeyhh. Pentadbir bagi alasan system problem. Taktaw la ye ke tak khens. Kesian la kat budak tersebut.

Namun begitu, ingatlah bahawa penilaian manusia tiada bandingnya dengan penilaian daripada Allah. Tiber turn on mood tazkirah. Heks. Tapi begitulah ya.. Allah melihat setiap amal baik, usaha titik peluh kita.. InsyaAllah yang baik-baik akan tiba untuk insan-insan yang bersedih itu.
Ikhlaskan hati kita kerana Allah dalam apa jugak perkara/ kerja kita buat. :)
Thats all from me.

xoxo,
dibs

Monday, March 18, 2019

Yasss

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xoxo
dibs

Beg Mata

Amende tah ngantok terok arini, padahalll tido dah awal.
Tadi while tunggu next class kat library tu.. boleh pulak iols tertido siap mimpi.

Problem betol sejak-sejak getting older ni. Sobs.
Tak ah, cite dia sekarang ni asal eyebag/ dark circle kat mata iols takleh bawak bincang.
Tido lewat ke awal ke samaaa jehh. Huwaaa sedeyhhnya.
Cane nak prevent benda ni.
Tanak nampak tuaaa.
Sib sib.
So far i pakai bio essence punya bio gold eye power illuminator. But then takde la istiqamah sangat pakai. Saja nak try coz nampak macam letop je nyah.
Start pakai around December 2018 camtu. Macam takde effect jehhh.
Before this pakai kiehls powerful wrinkle reducing eye cream tu. Pricey sikit la yang tu.
Soo nak kena pakai yang tu balik gamaknyewww.

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Thursday, March 14, 2019

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Hello From Another Side

Salam andddd Hi!
Tibahhhh sangat tajuk tu kan. Sooo nak tulis ape ni sis?
Routine harini bole? lol
Today pegi sekolah macam biasa. Bergelumang dengan budak-budak hingusan semua.
Oh yaaa harini iols pakai baju tshirt zaman study 6 tahun lepas for PE. Auww still muat siap loose lagi chuols.
Gitchuw bangga and riak-riakku intan jap. Mihmih
Oke arini best PJ main bowling acah-acah with dak-dak wicet semua. Haks.
Rasa macam dah lost 2 kg. lolss.
After school tadi sis sambung hias kelas. Seriouslah tak siap lagi hias kelas sisss.. dah masuk bulan 3 kot.
Busy chuols. Esok-esok kita sambung lagi sesikit
Balik sekolah beli barang class and shopping for myself sikit. That's all.
Balik rumah keep on repeating benda sama. Takleh tulis sini. Kuikui.

Malam ni nak buat keje sekolah. Auww so rajin.
Heinnn I lupa exam papers tak start marking lagi. Uwaaaa!
Help me people!

Oke bubuiiii.

Asal tangan macam Doraemon? Colour dah sama

xoxo,
Dibs

Sunday, March 10, 2019

Decision

Problemnya daripada dulu
Sejenis susah nak buat decision bijak
Keep on terjerumus buat stupid decision

I don't know what I should do
Uwaaa

Teruskan ke stop?
:'(


celaru

xoxo,
Dibs

Tuesday, March 5, 2019

Mark

Oh hye.
Baru je say bubyee tadi kan.. but, who cares.
Just wanna put some memories here.

29.9.18
8.12.18

Nothing fancy. Just few numbers. Haha.
Will let you know the meaning if it will meant to be. Apooo kau.
Dahhhhh sambung buat keje sane!
Tata
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The beginning of everything. Lol

xoxo,
Dibs

2019

Salam. Hi yalls! >_<
Auchhh so lama tak update my blog bolok. Omg! Lama gilah tak panggil blog bolok.
I mishhh you my blog bolok. Miss the old good times when we're young, wild and broke. Kah!
We getting older dah blog. U sedar tak blog? Both of us dah makin tua. Uwaaa!
So yeah it's 2019 already. Phewww im 25 y/o this year. Awww 25 ke sis? Lame.

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Gonna be tough year. Tough sokmo. Hahaks.
Please be moreeee and more rajin yeah Diba. No procrastinate. Please please.
*begging myself*

Hopefully this year gonna be da mostttt wonderful year, full with joy and blessing. Aamiin.
I pray the best for you too yang baca blog bucuk I ni. Haks.
Tolongla rajin kuruskan badan ye Diba. I kenot brain laaa I've gained 6Kgs so far. Wow bravo :'(
Esok start IF, workout oke. Pray for me XD

Oke thats all.
Nak sambung buat print relief.
Sejenis mudah distracted dari dulu. Never change ya. Elok duk buat relief tadi, then teringat zaman muda suka blogging.
Gigih ingat password blog. Sib baik ingat, boley post ni. Hehek.
Till then, bubyeeeee!

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xoxo,
Dibs